Goodbye 2009 !

what a crazy year ! had many ups and downs but i guess thats life right? it started off great.. then went downhill from there.. then i guess it went up.. but it's all good.. i guess its what i got myself into.. weirdly enough so many people passed away this year.. it's sad :/ R.I.P Lola.. i dont really know what to say.. haha but uhmm.. i guess we'll see how 2010 i'll try to keep it up then.. haha Happy New Year to whoever reads this.

summer part two?

so pretty much everything i've written in these past few blogs were pretty emo.. haha i think the only time i write in it is when i'm sad.. or frustrated or something.. and its one of those times.. haha but yeahh.. i wont lie.. summer up until now was the greatest time i've ever had with someone in my life.. yeah there were ups and downs but it was definitely worth it.. but noww.. i can say it's all gone.. and i have nothing left.. i'm slowly losing my mind.. but i guess you can say its for the best.. i'm just so frustrated with myself.. i ruined something perfect for me.. but i'm just gonna move on.. i got my license :D so i drive now.. with no car.. :( but SOON! i get my mommy's car.. haha so text me if you wanna hang out :) the past few days have been the hardest.. like in my life.. so far.. it sucks :( but tonight it got better.. i got to hang out with the guys.. kyle.. and mike ;) hahaha :D just kidding.. but kyle got drunk :( but he was funny.. lol i just got home.. and i'm already sad again.. watching a cinderella story.. haha brings back memories.. anyway i'm probably not making any sense.. and its like i'm just talking to myself.. but yeahh. never listen to me when i say i'll write often.. cause i never do.. haha :P anyway text me if you wanna hang out or anything i'm available.. now.. haha 

SUMMER :)

so from the past few blogs.. i've been pretty bummed about my days.. its still pretty lame but i'm getting through it with my new friends :) haha let me just say this.. i hate bitches from torrance. some you might not even know i hate them.. but oh well :) and i usually never hate anyone.. anyway.. this summer so far has been swell.. drama still catchin up to me.. which sucks.. but whatever. Monday i went to the beachh.. Tuesday i went swimming at Zeinas with her brother, sister and Erica. Wednesday.. did nothing all day! then decided to go to disneyland at 8pm.. watched fireworks show and fantasmic with sophia :) then went on splash mountain.. SCARIEST SHEEIT EVER FOR ME! i was seriously flipping out before the drop.. begging nini to switch spots with me.. haha then we went to the haunted mansion.. then we tried going to space mountain.. with 40 mins left til closing time.. but then we figured we wouldnt make it.. so we just went on star tours.. that ride still makes me wanna throw up.. haha then we ran all the way to the tea cups.. like we seriously booked it.. and we got there right on time.. so we did that.. and it was soo.. idk my brother spun that ishh FAST.. and i couldnt keep my head up.. it was crazyy.. then we got off.. and snuck on again.. and just went into a different cup when we were supposed to get off.. its crazy when someone who can spin it fast.. haaha then yeahh.. we went home.. it was fun! :) thursday.. woke up.. michael jackson died :( friday.. bonfire with some old friends which was pretty chill :) saturday churchh and hung out with vinay. and then today.. i swear it went by fast and i didnt even do anything.. i played left 4 dead for like 2 hours.. by myself! be proud.. then i went to go see transformers again for the 2nd time with my parents.. then i went to play basketball.. we didnt really play.. we walked the whole game it was funny.. haha then just shot around and did some drills.. haha i love those guys! then went to del taco.. haha oh yeahh so i'm hooked on farmville on facebook.. you kids should play it.. haha :)  anyway.. maybe i'll update this more often.. since its summer.. with nothing to do.. haha

mark! i promise we will hang out soon k? i PROMISE. dont worry.. i'll bring the good stuff ;)

ROBIN! friday! k? it'll be a great day! :)

donovan! i hope i spelt that right? haha but BLACKIE!! we're gonna watch it soon k?

and finally.. JAYYY! we better get crackin on our list.. i say Disneyland is first on our list :)

i think i've promised all of them a trip to disneyland :) haha 

well i'm out.. finally kinda tired.. haha earlier when we were "playing" i almost knocked out on the floor.. but now i'm like awake.. i should get some sleep tho.. its like i'm talking to myself.. 

well.. good night world. 

its may!

so.. like i said march sucked.. and so did april. haha those were probably the worst two months of my life.. or year.. haha but now its may, hopefully things will turn around.. lol today was a complete waste of a day.. didnt do squat! but whatevers.. lol i never do anything anymore cause i'm a loser :( yesterday was chill tho.. pacquiao killed it last night! haha 2nd round k.o. RIDICULOUS haha and before that i went to go see my friend kevin at his track meet at Mt. SAC.. haha it was pretty funn watching it.. i mean that was the first track meet i ever went to.. and probably the last.. hahah jk jk! :) but seriously we were there FOREVER! but its okayy i had my boys there :) lol too bad they didnt come and watch the fight with us tho :( haha AND i'm not going to GVC tonight to see and play basketball with them :( sooo lame.. i feel soo useless todayy.. haha my birthday is cominn upp! if you wanna come to my little party just hit me up :) haha anywayy i'm out.. gonna figure out what i should do.. haha text it.

- rj 

march sucks.

its been a while.

so a lot has been happening in the past two months or so.. a lot of ups and downs.. i mean ALOT.. but whatever i'm getting through it and i'm actually doing really good. hmm what went down lately.. mmm well i'll just talk about my weekend :p soo friday.. winter formal :) haha that was funn :) my date was kyerin cubos :) haha we all went to lazy dog before the dance.. andrew tani, dylan and their dates..  that was pretty chill. the dance itself was alright.. haha it was funn hanging out kyerin tho :) and marcus, faith, kaela and courtney. haha it was funnny.. but yeah Saturday.. was Valentines day! didnt do anything with anyone.. haha but its okay cause i spent time with my family that day. It wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. We had korean bbq.. soo good! but i get full easily.. haha so yeahh.. Sunday i went to watch "Hes just not that into you" with vinay :) that was pretty funn, but i went home after and just watched the all-star game. you cant stop KOBE MVP or Shaq.. haha so after that.. i went with my brother to his church GVC? idk what its called but its in Gardena.. i LOVE the people there.. honestly.. if i could i would go to that church.. being SDA doesnt really mean anything to me anymore, honestly.. its not that i dont believe in it its just its not teaching me.. i dont know its hard to explain.. thats a different story.. but yeah i played a little basketball with them.. haha and then listened to my brothers band practice for their performance on the 27th! you guys should go come out and see them! :) it'll be greeat! :) i'm super stoked for it! haha then after that i stayed and watched them play "BANG!" its a pretty cool game :) but yeahh.. we stayed there til like 330 am.. totally got introuble when we got home but its all good.. i enjoyed it.. i had fun :) then Monday.. my mom tried waking me up to go eat somewhere in cerritos but i ignored her.. saying i didnt wanna go so she tried to scare me by putting on a scary show while i was asleep but i just got up and turned it off.. but yeahh.. my brothers friends came over.. Kyle and Andrew.. haha they're cool :) Kyle is a freakin baller, plays guitar, sings AND loves God! :) what are the odds of that one ;) hahahaha just kidding :P but yeahh.. uhm.. all and all it was a pretty swell weekend.. hopefully this week doesnt go by slowly.. even tho we only have 4 days.. it still goes by slow! sheeeit! lol well yeahh i'm tired i think i'm gonna take a nap. OH YEAH ! we made it to CIF so support us on Thursday @ home 730. hopefully we do well..  well yeahh i'm pretty much done with basketball.. or for rick.. but yeahh i'm done.

- rj

ps. support my brothers band "Good Night Friday" playing at the awakenings cafe 730. Feb. 27th

anndd.. first CIF game at Torrance on thursday 730 :) 

THANKS! :D 

first blog of the year.

its been a long while since i've last written in here. the new year so far has been.. pretty interesting. actually.. very interesting.. i'm pretty bummed that i'm basically out for the season.. and its my last year playing.. and i'm freakin injured.. thats retarded.. i just want to friggin play!! ahh! plus if i do go all out.. and practice and all that.. he'll still probably hand me his palm thing.. fucking retarded.. whatever. i'm over it.. i'll just play basketball at the park. anyway.. other than basketball.. schools been alright. i've been getting my grades up.. no more D's.. haha and 1 C! yess improvement.. lol the worst of all... boys.. i've got 3 great guys on my tail.. and i needa decide quick.. or else.. i'm screwed.. haha jk but forreal.. all of this is becoming stressful.. i've been trying to stand strong.. but i'm weak.. i'm too weak for anything.. nothings just working out for me.. what a great way to start of the year right.. pfft..